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A sensual story of self discovery
I cry with the rain. The harder it falls the harder I fall. Into that dark abyss. The influx of tears is unnatural. No one should be able to cry like that. Eyes are now bloodshot and barren. Still, I like the way the tears feel as they slowly trickle down my cheeks. And when the sadness is at its peak my tears, they have a purpose. I cannot seem to stop. Its a comfort as well as a sign that I am in fact alive. A sign that I am real even though to everyone else I am a shadow, a ghost, a transparent soul endlessly lingering in the hopes that someone out there might be able to see me, feel me, and understand me; my darkness, my passion, my needs. Perhaps that someone will want to get to know me, touch me, lose control with me .share the darkness and the lust; feel the power I exude and at the same time make me powerless. The idea seems farfetched out of reach, almost impossible. I weep a silent song but to me it is deafening. It aches inside. All this longing brings me one step closer to a cold and familiar darkness. The kind of darkness I have spent most of my life just barely escaping. Do you fucking see me?
Outside the rain s to me, seduces me, tries to alleviate some of the pain. I open the windows and the storm seductively whispers to me. It knows what I need right now. It tries to calm my soul. The thunderous sounds reverberate in my tortured mind.
Then something changes. My eyes are no longer colorless and blank. Lust sings to me in the dark and I willingly fall into its arms. A new found determination lights a fire inside the blackness. I open the balcony doors and peer out into the night. I stop outside and let the rain fall on me. It feels wonderful. Refreshing. Invigorating. The rain starts to fall in a heavy downpour. I am shivering but at the same time a rush of heat surges through my body. I look up into the blackness of the sky and bring my hands to my face, pushing wet strands of hair away from my eyes. I feel revived; like I have a newfound reason for living. And it happened naturally; through the power of the rain. My eyes are now alive and full of color. I am more in touch with my dreams and fuck; I want to live one right now. Can you fucking feel me?
I strip off my clothes and stand naked, wrapped in this beautiful darkness; in this newfound feeling. My heart is yearning for the thunder. My body needs the touch of another. The kind of touch that will make my insides sore.
A feeling comes over me and settles right in the pit of my soul. I turn around and someone is there.
The darkness is blinding but I can still see you standing outside in the rain. Each flash of lightning temporarily lights the room and I get quick glimpses of you. You appear to be that of a ghost rather than a woman. Im so intensely focused right now that I forget to blink until my eyes burn. I am possessed as I walk towards you. A strong gust of lust attacks me from every.All I see is you. All I smell is you. All I want is you. The closer I get the faster my heart beats. Every part of me is connected to you right now. Im feeling overwhelming, exciting, and frightening all at the same time. The thought of there actually being a you has me for a long time now. The way you make me feel, the way you make me want you. The spell I am under is all your doing. Do you know how much I fucking need you?
You are a witch and I wish for nothing more than to fall into your dark flame and surrender to your every.Even closer now to where we are almost touching, I can see the curves of your frame and the swelling of your breasts. Your long black hair blends in with the night. I try not to look into your eyes just yet. I am afraid. Afraid of the power you have over me. The way you make me feel has haunted my dreams. I always knew someone like you existed but never thought I would ever get this close. The needs within me have been fed by your darkness. Your beautiful darkness.
I unbutton my shirt and can see you uncomfortably shift the weight of your body from one foot to the other. God, I can smell you from here. Its intoxicating. I can barely unbuckle my pants because my hands are shaking. I take a deep breath and try to compose myself. I cannot let you down. I finally manage to undress and that experience alone is both sensual and painful. To have you stand there staring at me, watching me with your dark and penetrating eyes. Still, I cannot bring myself to look at you. A large crackle of thunder pierces the silence. I hear you say something but its muffled by the rumble. I take one step closer. Can you feel my fucking for you?
When the stillness returns you whisper, "You are beautiful."
My heart melts, my body turns to jelly. I feel like Im falling. Im suddenly in a daze of darkened lust. It is only then that I finally muster up the courage to look into your eyes
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